i’ve been avoiding my blog. it is kind of strange how it takes on its own personality after a while, something i created but now cannot control, nagging me to get back to it…”post! post! c’mon! post!” anyway, i have been writing, just not on my blog, because i can only take so much abuse, you know. ok, abuse is strong…mocking is more accurate. anyway, i have been really sad/mad about some things lately and so i’ve been using some other outlets for my ranting. i keep editing and rewriting and reading and thinking but my feelings and opinions about a school district, an art teacher, a man who is delusional about what counts as normal relating patterns, racial barriers and grossly spoiled white, middle-class children (mine included) are just not ready for general consumption. and since my brain and heart in its current condition might not be ready any time soon for this venue, i am attempting (though not nearly as well…in other words, minus pictures and cool set details) to do a movie list like jerusalem, who ps, is one of my favorite and amazingly consistent bloggers. whitney and i have been talking about movie lists and we watched dreamgirls together last night, while taido sat in the same room with us, working on his computer and smirking. he was somewhat restrained…that man can flat ruin a movie experience with his sarcasm…but at one point he did say, “i’m sorry, did someone win an award for a performance in this movie?” he kills me. anyway, it was a movie night and i love to watch a good movie. i don’t get to do it as much as i used to, mainly because i usually am asleep by the time i used to be starting up a movie. but i have had some very good movie days. here are some of my favorites.

movies i watched over and over again as a child, memorized the lines to and performed sequences with my sister over and over and over:

hello dolly

little miss marker

mary poppins

swiss family robinson

the sound of music

pollyanna

summer magic

the parent trap

african queen

movies i watch over and over again now:

shakespeare in love

the wedding singer

a midsummer night’s dream

casa blanca

notting hill

chocolat

return to me

an ideal husband

about a boy

the philadelphia story

sense and sensibility

pride and prejudice (the BBC version, the one that is six hours long)

emma

america’s sweethearts

sliding doors

movies i enjoy watching over and over with my kids (i can NOT sit through a lot of the total crap that is made for children these days):

because of winn-dixie

prince of egypt (i cry every time we watch this, um, actually that is true for most of the movies in this category)

nanny mcphee

millions

the chronicles of narnia: the lion, the witch and the wardrobe

children of heaven

treasure planet

little miss marker (i still love it!)

toy story 2

pirates of the caribbean (the first one)

movies that changed my life:

life is beautiful

the inn of the sixth happiness

turtles can fly

not one less

children of heaven

in this world